Exquisite Turmoil

You aren’t supposed to hate school when you don’t even go. But I do, I hate school. That being, I hate when it is a school day for Anya (Monday, Wednesday and Friday from 12:30 to 3:00). It seems like, by the time I wake up (yes, I am a late riser), get the kids up, get breakfast into the kids, get the kids dressed, check my e-mail, etc.. there is no time to do anything before it is time to take Anya to school. There definitely isn’t enough time to get into a group and do anything, and if I tried to wake the kids up early enough that we could go to the grocery store before school time, they’d be furious with me. And cranky all day. Then, to top it all off, by the time I drop Anya off at school and come here, there still isn’t time to get into a group and do anything. Although I could use that time to go to the grocery store. Going to the grocery store, however, means that Alex gets no nap, means that Alex is cranky for the rest of the day, means that I am irritated for the rest of the day. That leaves — after I pick Anya up from school. Which also means that there is no time to get into a group and do anything because Dan will be on his way home shortly thereafter. Not that Dan would be upset if he came home and I was in a group doing something, but I like to have dinner made for us, spend some time with Dan, group with Dan, etc.. so if I’m in a group when he gets home it either: A) pushes dinner back which pushes back when Dan and I can get a group going together (and he has to get up for work, so) or B) means that he signs onto EVE as soon as he gets home and I lose him to deep space for the night.

So, in short, I hate school. Especially when GU39 was released today, meaning that Shard of Fear is open. I want to go see the new zone, dammit! I don’t want to wait until tonight when Dan gets home ;-; And yes, I know that it’s mean to hate school when Anya loves it so much x.x

Word of the day: mean (since I used it about 700 times)