February 19th, 2010 by Missy

Today just feels so.. blah.

Dan is on his way to the airport right now since he is heading up to Minnesota for the weekend. I haven’t seen him since we went to sleep last night and I won’t see him until he gets home from work on Monday. I know that a weekend isn’t really that long, but it feels much longer with work today and Monday. Not to mention, I am just pathetic and needy and I don’t like not seeing him for any length of time.

I’m also signed up to help Katie move into the house that she is renting tomorrow and I’m not really looking forward to it. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t begrudge her the help or anything, it just isn’t exactly.. exciting.

Complaint upon complaint.. I just can’t seem to work up the motivation to exercise. Dan has been working out pretty darn regularly (and I can’t seem to keep my eyes off of his stomach whenever he takes his shirt off.. he is finding it quite amusing, I think) and I really should be working out with him, but every time he sets out to do it I just.. don’t. And I don’t even know why. It isn’t like I’m doing anything else while he is working out. I usually just a) stare at him, b) pretend I’m doing something else and not staring at him.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt this unmotivated before. I mean, I’ve been substantially heavier than I am right now (I’m not even really that heavy right now.. 10lbs over my lightest weight) but I’ve never felt this BLAH about it. Blah. Blah. Blah, blah, blah.

All I really feel like doing is lying down and taking a nap. For like a week. Just.. wtf?